You're here because something isn't working.
Maybe you've tried it all —the books, the courses, the mantras. You've meditated, you've manifested, you've positive-thoughted your way through so many sleepless nights. And still, that gnawing emptiness persists.
I get it. I've been there. That place where the world breaks you open completely before it shows you what you're actually made of.
Here's what I know that you don't yet: The path forward isn't about adding more light—it's about stopping the war with your darkness. Most coaches will hand you another strategy, another framework, another way to "optimize" your way out of pain. That's not what happens here.
I work with people who are ready to stop pretending their spiritual journey is supposed to be comfortable and understand that real transformation requires you to befriend the parts of yourself you've been running from. If you're exhausted from trying to think your way into a life that feels authentic, we should talk.
The universe has been preparing you for this conversation longer than you realize.
I asked and found the answers
My tap into the collective consciousness started when I asked how it all started and I was granted a revelation. The kind of revelation that doesn't ask for your permission or fit into your worldview and shattered everything I thought I knew about reality.
What happened next: I fought it for years.
I was a committed atheist who believed the universe was random chaos. I rebelled against what I'd seen, tried to bury the knowing with drugs, alcohol, sex, and a carefully cultivated cynicism that kept the world at arm's length.
The universe responded by systematically removing everything I thought I needed to survive.
I ended up in prison. I devoured every self-help book, every spiritual text, every psychological framework I could find—Eastern philosophy, Western mysticism, consciousness research. I needed to understand what had happened to me. Not only that; I wanted to go back.
Here's what I discovered: The darkness isn't your enemy. It's your initiation.
After decades of serious inner work—meditation, shadow integration, plant medicine journeys, and the kind of brutal self-examination that most people pay therapists to avoid—I understand something most spiritual teachers won't tell you:
You can't think your way to enlightenment. You have to feel your way through hell first.
I've spent the last 10 years helping people navigate their own underworld journey. Not to escape their darkness, but to extract the medicine buried within it. Because I've been there. I know the territory. And I was smart enough to make a map.
The people I work with aren't looking for another guru or quick fix. They're ready to do the real work. If that sounds like you, let's talk.
Most spiritual coaches will tell you to meditate your way to enlightenment. I'll teach you to create your way there.
Here's what they don't understand: Transformation isn't a thinking process. It's a creative act.
I'm not just someone who survived the underworld—I'm a virtuoso who learned to channel that darkness into creation. Guitar, bass, keys, drums, engineering, invention, production—every creative discipline I've mastered taught me the same fundamental truth:
You can't create something beautiful without first embracing the void.
The same hands that built electronic circuits and crafted symphonies are the ones that will help you rewire your entire existence. Because I understand something most coaches miss: Your soul speaks in frequencies, not affirmations.
When I work with people, we don't just talk about transformation—we create it. We find the rhythm of your authentic self. We engineer new neural pathways. We produce the soundtrack to your awakening.
This isn't therapy. This isn't traditional coaching. This is creative collaboration with the universe itself.
My connection to Source doesn't just flow through meditation—it flows through every creation, every innovation, every moment when I'm channeling something bigger than myself. And I'll teach you to access that same creative portal.
Because here's the secret they won't tell you: Your deepest wounds contain your greatest creative power.
The people I work with don't just heal—they learn to transform their pain into their art, their trauma into their gift, their darkness into their masterpiece.
Ready to stop talking about your potential and start creating with it?
Ready to see if we're meant to work together?
I don't waste time with small talk or sales pitches—this 20-minute discovery call is about one thing: determining if you're actually ready for the kind of deep work I do and whether we resonate at a soul level. I'll be direct about what the path ahead looks like, what my involvement will be, and whether you're at the right point in your journey to handle what real transformation requires. Some people aren't ready for this work yet, and that's okay. But if you are, you'll know it by the end of our conversation.
